Below are few of many incidents i observed during last 2 years making me feel myself as invisible or inconspicuous or may be they are usual things.
In office, new tool called Ideamax ( social ideation platform ) is launched and concept is your ideas can be considered for organization-wide implementaion depending on amount of votes you get from associates. So i canvassed ppl for votes online, on phone and physically meeting. Few of them voted my ideas and were thoese who i was sure of. But few ppl said "Sure, i will vote", some of them were not aware of ideamax at all and were introudced by me. They visited my ideas too but failed to vote.
Considering they did not know how to vote or may not have understood the idea also leaves room for susptection b'cos they always had option of coming back with their doubt.
Second incident is few days back i requested for some change in my personal details and resoponsible person did not pay heed to my 5 reminder mails, 6 phone calls and 2 personal meetings and moreover responded casually like we are discussing the issue first time. Finally change was done on 7th call. At least this gave me catharsis since it ensured there was something right i was following:)
Third incident was when i came to know after one month that my reimbursement request was not apporved and i called the person to enquire. He searched for something said call after some time. In second call he asked my extn number and said i shall call u back in 10 min. He didn't. Next day when i called him he started all over again from "which, when and how about request". When i expressed that i felt like govt office he retorted with suppressed anger "i hv lots of work". But i was never in haste, he could hv said me to call after one month instaed of tomorrow.
Final example is of my allocation in project where i can surely conclude that it was my need to get into project and hope to retain that energy to follow up .
Now i ponder, whether it was stubbornness, ego of the ppl or were they focused too much on their work and that left small window to occupy me in there briddled view?
If your company is working like this it is your badluck but i can infer one thing from this and relate it with Satyam Computers in a way that there is huge account cooking in many other companies too and CBI needs to invistigate it thoroughly.
Recently TCS executive gave statement saying they hv reduced almost banned travel to cut the costs. But senior people travel as and when they want. I heard my senor telling me and other coulleague how he went to some european country while coming from US and how he enjoyed wines at these places.
I am pretty sure there r many Rajus around.
i got a break for myself and went to visit riverside quiet place on weekend.